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Wow. Can't believe it's been almost a month since I've posted. So sad. So bad. I guess I've just been so busy and so tired. Mostly just tired. So many exciting and juicy things have happened these last three weeks...too bad I forgot everything. I have a horrible memory. It's a miracle I can remember peoples' names. It's a miracle I can remember to put socks on in the morning. Last year, one Saturday morning, I actually left my apartment wearing two different shoes...oh yes, two different shoes. Imagine how horrified I was when I looked down. I only noticed it because I was walking kind of weird. That's scary. Today was a pretty calm day. It's nice having Matt back. It's always good having the extra back up. Eval conferences went well. Looks like five or six people will blog. Very nice. I told them they could rip me on their blogs if they wanted to. I would bust out laughing if someone actually did that on their blog. But then I would lock myself in my room and cry for hours. I have my goals conference with Jill on Friday. I think I have everything ready for that. It's always a stressful time for me. Always. I don't know why. Jill is so calm and reassuring. Anyway, I'll be glad when that's over. The last three weeks have been very stressful. A couple times I really thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown. This weekend I'm going to Big Bear with friends. Can't wait for that. It's Oktoberfest! Bring on the bratwurst and streudel! I love Big Bear Oktoberfest. It's hilarious watching the old ladies with their GIGANTIC steins of beer. Usually when we go, there are a couple of busses of old folks on a day trip from the home. You should see the chicken dance. Maybe I'll take a picture and have Mr. C help me post it. Please don't get the wrong idea...I LOVE old folks. In fact, I work very closely with many "seniors."